For as long as I could recall, I felt like I was living life holding my breath until the day I met you and love’s arrow hit its target. On that day, I felt like I took my first breath; my world opened to something I never knew existed. You held my hand through the ups and downs in life. I still smile at our tour through the little winery – remember you said you would be late and start without you, but you hid halfway through to propose? I don’t remember the rest of the tour. Did we even finish it? You were there holding my hand as I recovered from my accident and then walked with me through life, holding the hand of our son. You are the best and worst thing to happen to me. You showed me the highest of highs and stood by me in the lowest of lows, but I always knew I could get through them with you by my side. Now I sit here the lowest I will ever be, having held your hand as you took your final breath in life, though I know I will get by with the strength our love has instilled in me. I wanted to spread your ashes at the vineyard, but I cannot bear to part with you a second time. Instead, I will take Cayden to tour the vineyard, so he can see where our path to him began. I love you, always.